Absence, with all its pains, is, by this charming moment, wiped away.
- James Thomson

My son, as it turns out, had an infection in his middle ear, causing the middle ear to press down on one of the cranial nerves which resulted in his partial facial paralysis. There was also an infection directly on this nerve, further complicating the matter as we weren’t certain the nerve would ever fully regenerate. Three months later, and his face is almost fully recovered … as are we as a family from the ordeal. As I related in my previous post, the event changed me when it came to how I regarded Fate – and the change seems to have stuck. I’ve also chosen a new path for myself to follow, although I won’t officially start studies as a druid for some time to come. I heard recently that the druid is already within, and the studies are meant to coax it out … self studies should therefore help with much of the preparation leading to formal studies. I would say I’m turning over a new leaf with this; but looking at this blog, its theme, and much of its content, I’d rather say the leaf is an old one … however my examination of it is new and I must admit, exciting.

I have found power in the mysteries of thought,
exaltation in the changing of the Muses;
I have been versed in the reasonings of men;
but Fate is stronger than anything I have known.
-Euripedes

Yesterday was an important day for the lives of my son and all the lives he’s touched in his first year in this world. He was recently admitted to the hospital for what could have been a life-threatening condition; and yesterday he had a test that ruled out the last of the possible life-threatening conditions, thus clearing the way for him to finish up his intravenous antibiotics and come home around the end of this week or the beginning of next week. Read the rest of this entry »

Believe those who are seeking the truth. Doubt those who find it.
- Andre Gide

Many describe the truth as a sort of golden light, a light I believe can blind as effectively as darkness can. Ten, maybe twenty years ago, I was interested in finding the truth; and in retrospect was pretty arrogant to believe I could even grasp something so enormous that it takes all of Nature just to encompass it. Nowadays, I am still seeking and trying to find; but now I seek a path, a way, and I leave the seeking of truth to more formidable minds than mine.

The universe may have a purpose, but nothing we know suggests that, if so, this purpose has any similarity to ours.
- Bertrand Russell

I was just wondering whether or not Nature created purpose, or whether Nature was created on purpose?

What is the first business of one who studies… To part with self conceit. For it is impossible for anyone to begin to learn what he thinks he already knows.
- Epictetus

Regarding many things in my life, I’ve determined that I will be taking a more humble approach by trying to unlearn some of what I think I already know. I want to wonder again.

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